I don't follow my destiny, I make my destiny. The person that I am today has been shaped by the decisions that I have made and I will continue to change constantly to reach my potential.
I have reached the point in my life right now that can seem confusing. I have noticed that I can finally say that the world is my playground and mean it and that I can choose to do what I want and also choose to broaden my horizons. This is such an amazing feeling, knowing that I am once again the person that I was meant to be.
I love knowing that I can meet a new person every day and connect with them on some level. I love knowing that every person that I meet and talk to somehow has an influence on my life. The more people I interact with, the more I learn and see the world from a broader perspective.
Today it feels as if I won the happiness lottery. Everything that happens, happens for a reason and it all happened just so I can finally say, I am happy, I am content, I am grateful, I am happy to be me. That was something that I could never say before, I was always searching for something else, something more, striving to be perfect.
I know now that being perfect isn't what matters, what matters is embracing the person that I am today and improving myself, not to be perfect, but to be better person.
A better person who loves more, cares more, discovers more and gives more.
Can I really claim that this is a confusing time in my life?
That answer would be no, I am on a path of self discovery and I am loving it, I am shaping my destiny and my world one thought at a time...
The more I read, the more I have to wonder if you and Fishman (http://borntofish.blogspot.com/) are really related! I mean, you might be Boetie and sussie - but do you really have the same Mom and Dad? Or was the decision taken to get you an education, at his ecxpense (cause "'n man man kan altyd werk kry"?)
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Salagatle!
LOL! Fishman and I also have a lot of things in common, I just tend to not show it...Ha!
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